#8 Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, but trusting them not to

If you're going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what you're falling in love with. You're gonna fall in love with my insecurities, my troubled past and my overly burning desire to feel loved. You're gonna fall in love with my high tendency of feeling jealous and my overly emotional side. You're gonna fall in love with my bipolar behaviours and my quirky personalities. But most importantly, I will try my best to be your constant happiness and be there to pick you up when you're at your lowest. My flaws and my imperfections may take over me, so I've told you what you're getting yourself into.

Everything starts with something if not there'll be nothing. I know it doesn't hurt getting to know new people but at the same time, there's always this constant fear of me opening up to people way too quickly. It needs some getting use to but once I've opened up to you, it's confirmed that I'm comfortable with you and that I trust that you're someone reliable. In life, I think it's never pleasant to judge someone by their past. I see zero reason to why one should do so because you weren't in their past so you've no right to do so. Just accept them for what they are now. You can't stop loving or wanting to love because when it's right it's the best thing in the world. When you're in a relationship and it's good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete.

When I fall, I fall hard for someone and yes, you could say I'm a hopeless romantic because there isn't any doubt about that. It's the obvious. But I don't know if that's a good thing or not because maybe there are more cons than pros in it. The reason is I let my guard down too easily because I allow people to manipulate my mind in a jiffy without even realizing it myself. I know my weakness but sadly, it's difficult to overcome it. I definitely can relate myself closely to Demi Lovato's Lightweight track. The lyrics define me perfectly of who am I.

I'm a lightweight

Better be careful what you say

With every word I'm blown away

You're in control of my heart

I'm a lightweight

Easy to fall easy to break

With every move my whole world shakes

Keep me from falling apart