Life, most of the time, will not go the way we plan it to be. That's why life is never fair. We may come across some of the most wonderful, most beautiful things/people and on the other hand we may come across the very last thing that should ever cross our mind. People may come for the better and sometimes they come just for the fun of it, they never really stay. We may make the dumbest decisions at some point in time and with that wrong move, we slowly learn. Well if we can't learn it the easy way, the hard way will always hit us sooner or later without even realizing. What I'm saying is, we can never ever be contented in life if we always see the negativity in every single thing. Let's pause and remind ourselves of all the positivity that are actually being concealed by all those negativity that are overpowering them.
People may manipulate you just for their benefit and we got blinded by their actions, eventually we fall and fail because we were too foolish to believe their ever so sweet words/gestures. See, it's just way too difficult to read people because people, you and I, could easily manipulate one another. But manipulating people is a choice, and being manipulated by others is something we could hardly avoid because we won't really know when it'll happen.
We should always treat people like how we want people to treat us. Be sincere in everything you do and don't ever try to put up a show just to please the other. But it sucks, that most of the time the good ones always lose out, even when they've done most of their part in the situation. Efforts after efforts being put in is never acknowledged (not that I'm expecting for a return/favour back). Who in the right mind would love it when they get to know that they're just here temporarily? Knowing at the back of their head that someone better will replace you.
I just can't comprehend why some people think they could just come and go from our lives just within a snap. Not leaving a proper explanation, not even trying to fight for their rights or not even showing a single compassion at least. If you were never ready to be in one, then why didn't you mention it to me in the very beginning. You shouldn't have lead me on, making me feel that we had mutual feelings for each other. I was sincere in every single thing that I've done and given to you. Felt like it was a tight slap to my face after whatever I've seen that I wish I never even seen it. But it's alright, people make mistakes. I should learn to forgive and forget.
Yes, forgive and forget. Forgive you and forget about you. I don't see the point of having myself in your life neither do I feel there's a need for you to be in mine anymore. I wish you all the best in whatever you're going through and let's take it that we never knew each other because why? Because from what I know, you wanted people to know we were never in a relationship, instead you wanted to tell everyone we were just dating. So there you go guys, we were just 'dating'.
I'm done feeling sorry for myself for being in where I was back then. Can't regret because it has happened, I can't possibly rewind the past. So whatever happened in the past, stays in the past. I'll learn from it and hopefully with this I'll be a stronger person and even wiser at least. To say it was a mistake? Partially not because at that point of time, I know whatever I felt for you was real even though I doubted you. But it's alright, I'l be fine. You go your own way and I'll go mine.
((I definitely feel much better now, thank you for taking your time to read!))
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