#13 Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

I think without twitter and without you accidentally finding me there, we wouldn't be where we are now. I'm really thankful for being able to get to know you. Through the four months of dating, I get to learn about you and yes there are obviously more to know of. Before this I was absolutely afraid to fall in love again because I've been hurt terribly and couldn't make myself trust guys so easily anymore. But then there was you, you came into my life by surprise and little did I know, I was falling for you slowly day by day. Funny how I didn't see this coming. We started as strangers, you were just one of my followers on twitter and then I started noticing you and gave a follow back. Talked through direct message, then to ask.fm, facebook message, wechat and then finally to whatsapp. Wow, that was a mouthful! I could remember telling you that 'you were literally everywhere' trying to get to communicate with me the best that you could. In my opinion, I really think that's the cutest thing anyone has done for me.

So after four months, we're finally officially together :-) I swear I couldn't be more happier that I couldn't even find the words to express how happy I was feeling. All I could do at that point of time when you asked me, was just to smile. I just couldn't stop smiling! Being up there on the rooftop, just you and me, was perfect. I wouldn't trade anything for that. So this is a new beginning for us, in shaa Allah we'll last for as long as we could. After all these things I've done, I think I love you better now. It's only the beginning and I'm already so excited to go through every single ups and downs with you, through it all, we'll conquer these together. Through the good and the bad, no matter how bad things are or going to be, let's promise to never let each other go. We compromise and give and take, fix things together. I love you so much only God knows how much my love for you is.

Marry someone who lets you have a bite of their brownie, even when you said you weren't hungry. Marry someone who laughs at the same things you do. Marry someone who kisses your nose on a cold day. Marry someone who you can watch Disney movies with. Marry someone who is proud of you whether you earn $5 a week or $5,000 a week. Marry someone who you can tell everything to. Marry someone who isn't afraid or embarrassed to hold your hand in public. Marry someone who lets you take over when decorating a cake. Marry someone who you can spend the day in Ikea with without feeling stressed. Marry someone who wraps you up inside their coat in the winter. Marry someone who accepts your fears and phobias. Marry someone who gives you butterflies every time you hear their key in the door. Marry someone who you don’t always have to shave your legs for. Marry someone who accepts you all day every day, even when you don’t look or feel your best. Marry someone who puts three sugars in your tea, despite telling them “just the two”. Marry someone who doesn't judge you when you eat your body weight in cookies. Marry someone who doesn't make you want to check your phone, because you know they will reply. Marry someone who waits with you to get on the train. Marry someone who understands that you need to be alone sometimes. Marry someone who gets on well with your parents and isn't uptight about family events. Marry someone who calms you down when you get mad about stupid stuff, and never tells you it’s “only stupid stuff”. Marry someone who makes you want to be a better person. Marry someone who makes you laugh. Marry someone who you love. Marry your soul mate, your lover, your best friend.