I honestly feel really blessed and contented with my life right now, even though I've been facing a lot of setbacks lately and constantly trying to overcome these situations day by day. Every single day we wake up, barely did we even thank God for allowing us to live another day. Every brand new day shouldn't be wasted being trapped in the past. I mean I really think that if we were to always be in the past and not moving forward, I never can put a time of when we will ever be able to move on and look past them. Living in the past wouldn't make sense any more because then every new day would spoil it's whole meaning already. So what I'm trying to imply is, I've been attempting to forget about my past and learn to live my life as if it's my last day here on earth. I'm trying my best to surround myself with full of positivity, be it people or the environment. I would never want to be stuck in the past any more. The past where I've been constantly depressed and always feeling sorry for myself, I don't wish to have self-pity on myself any more, I know I could be a stronger and wiser individual. The past is there for a reason, for me to learn from them and lead my life better, knowing better of the rights and wrongs.
Without the help of my family and close friends and especially Allah, I know I wouldn't be able to go through that specific moment in my life where everything seems to be crumbling down on me literally, that I came to a point where I felt like it doesn't make any sense any more for me to be alive, that my presence around doesn't have an impact on anyone, that if I were to disappear, none would even notice my disappearance. Have you ever felt that way?
I feel so much better. I feel happier :-) Alhamdulillah. To those who have been there for me through my downfall, I couldn't thank you enough. May god bless you, really.
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